Teased

Why do I get teased a lot?

Sometimes I get teased a lot O.O"

I HATE IT

I mean I try to ignore them but inside my heart is burning..

I might get a heart attack -dies-

anyways..

most of the things I get teased about is this guy at school =_=

They think I like him but REALLY I DO NOT LIKE HIM!! -shot-

I don't know why they think were going out but there's something wrong with them

-glares- Going out with someone is a hard choice you know

(for me D'8 )

especially if your family --------------------- (not typing it down)

and if your parents are ----------------------

they'll make rumors!!

I don't like it when they do that..

Sheesh Oh well I guess that's life for me DX

Make a good choice, ignore them, just continue on your goals and dreams.

~ Amu Himeka

Experiences

Almost All My Friends Has Experiences

Almost all of them has experiences of being in love with someone and they're going out =_="

I mean some people just want to try it without even realizing how it would damage their life..

Some though, chose it with the guy they love

Isn't it hard to hide it away from your parents when they don't want you to have one?.

Isn't it also hard to be not attached with them, seeing them with some other girl, or when they don't want you anymore?..

As my friend said (which is true), "Love is a BIG word."

Love is a hard word to use when it comes to having a relationship..

Most, regret of going with someone they don't even like or it made their life worse.

There's this guy I've been interested in ever since last year though I don't know how to approach him.. I have never in my life talked to him.

I tried but many times have I failed..

I see him a lot, though I have this feeling of wanting to talk to him but I really cannot..

How am I going to able to talk to him just.. once..

Maybe its because I have a scared feeling of being found out by my parents with him..

Or is it if he asks me out?.. Should I say Yes or No?..

If I say yes he might break up with me which is one of the bad feelings I have..

What should I do?..

I tried many times to Listen to my Heart however it never worked out..

Love Is One Of The Challenging Quest Some Will Face

- Amu Himeka

School

YO! I'm (kinda) back 8D

ok.. school started and it isn't that bad *nods*

and I have lots of works to do (edit, draw, and many more..)

I don't have many friends from my old class in my new schedule..

It's okay though :D

I mean I made NEW friends :)

I just HOPE nothing goes wrong THIS YEAR

(I'M IMPROVING ON EDITING! XDD )

but I HAVE to try and balance my schedule..

(I need to EDIT VIDEOS)

its kinda FUN just EDITING PHOTOS

OK BYE BYE SEE YA LATER!

- Amu Himeka  

Oregon

I miss you Oregon...

We went to Oregon for my parent's training...

and life there was okay but really I still miss it...

I got to talk to some of my friends

and life was pretty much easy  >.>

However, when the following week came...

WE HAD TO GO TO THE SCHOOL IN OREGON

at first I didn't want to...

but then I kinda liked it since it was fun  :))

there's this guy though  >.<

he irritates me for A LOT of reasons

He's MEAN.

and most of all he said a bad thing about California!!!
I heard it SINCE he was on my back =_=

I'M STILL MAD AT HIM

he's soo...

SELF-CONFIDENT

he brags too much  =___________________________=

I wasn't actually interested on making games

I'm more interested in graphic designing

ohh well.... I got bored and just worked on the simple game that I wanted to make

there was LOTS of funny moments but they're too long to type it here

I'll keep it to myself  ^^""""

We went to the Crater Lake

and ohh my~

it was soooo BEAUTIFUL

the water reflection is soo blue~

*ehem* okay back to the school times...

well on the LAST DAY we HAD to present our games

>__________________<

and when it was my turn I was kinda nervous so instead of saying the first word that I was suppose too.... I-i.... said the second word!!!

so I kept on saying the line AGAIN and stopped when I got the correct one O.O''''

then I stopped explaining when I HAD to play my game

when I played it I kept on messing up (on MY OWN game  xDDDD )

then I heard someone said, "Hers is better than yours."

I kinda giggled   >v< (for some reason)

after I was done everyone was SUPER SILENT

I said, "Credits." and that was when everyone clapped

Our teachers said it was great or it was awesome or good job or you did great

LOTS of COMPLIMENTS

the teacher that recommended us (me and my sister) said, "I'm touched."

xPPPPPP   it was because on the credits it said Thanks to: Mr. (his name)

and it was in black bold and italic letters. It was ALL his fault that, that day happened...

After MY presentation my other classmates were kinda... PALE (or something)

I wonder why.... was it because of my game?...

ohh well... when I saw that DUDE that I DON'T like he was pretty QUIET (surprising)

I went back to thank our teachers, and they said it was AMAZING (and lots of COMPLIMENTS again) one teacher told me I never knew it would be that good since you're only interested in graphics   >w<   I told him, "Tutorials." (which is true because I read them)

I told them this is my LAST camp.... Thank you for everything

they told me have a safe trip back to California and I'm going to miss you

(I am too~ *touched*)

I never knew that something soo small can be soo big....

(There's a lot more to say but I can't type it...)

Good Luck For Me (and You) In The Future  :)  

- Amu Himeka

i-Something

OMGEH!!!

this thing sure is big...  O _ O

I wonder if they're going to make one like this or if they did it already but need to fix it....

it looks kinda cool though  :))))

lots of applications  ^o^

if they made one..... people might buy it    V.V

but I don't know how much its going to cost though  ^^""""

..........I think its going to cost alot!!!!!!!  $.$

I'd like to have one (for free) but I'd rather buy something else instead though..

I wonder why (hmmmm...)

ohh well~~~

I just know that it might be cool~

- Amu Himeka

New Bishies!!!!

My Favorite Bishies~ <3

Ikuto Tsukiyomi

OMG he's sooooo hawt!!!  >////<

Amu is sooooooo lucky to have him  >.<

I wish I have him for a guy to be with  x3333

he may be mean sometimes but he's actually very nice inside~ :)

*sigh*...... I'm jealous of Amu now  xDDDD

I wonder if I'm going to be able to see a guy just like him  OwO

oh yeah and btw Rina!!! I see him 24/7 k??? so HE'S MINE  xPPPP

(you have a real guy already that loves you back so please let me have him)

Masaomi Kida

Ohhh!!!!!!! this is the best picture of him!!!!~~~ <3

he looks sooooo cool and hawt!!!!  x333

he's kinda sweet~

.... I wanted to use him in one of the videos that I make but.....

I don't have the anime!!!!!!!  DDDDx

me needs the anime!!!!!...............

(maybe its easy to find where it is but I'm too lazy to even know where)

=_________________='''''

being lazy sucks..... (trying to get back to my subject)

ehem.... I'm kinda jealous that he has a girlfriend  xDDDD

(I know its just an anime character but.... he's just sooo cute!!!)

Kukai Souma

Kind, sweet, and an athletic guy  x))))

ehhhhhhhh I can't find any other better pictures of him except this one... =.=

ahhh!!!! if I could just find more  >~<

Kukai and Utau matches sooooo perfectly!!!

(I'm kinda jealous, you know....  xDDD )

Utau is so stubborn but Kukai is not (that much) stubborn

and their personality sooo matches (and looks  >///< )

that I don't even know how to explain how they match so perfect

he's like a brother-figure though~~~

but still he's cute!!!  O//////O

Kim Ryeowook

.......................

OMGEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOOOOOOOO CUTE

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I like his voice too~~~

well..... sometimes he doesn't have that good looking side....

but still... I still like him

one of the things I like about him is.....

~ cute

~ good at singing

~ good at dancing

~ killer smile (I think)

~ funny

*sigh* I want to meet him in person!!

or maybe talk to him like a friend  >/////<

waaaaah!! I keep on thinking of stuffs that might not happen

(its kinda possible though)

Lee Sungmin

pinku!~~~  x33333

his voice is soo cute!! (so light)

the way he acts is cute too  =w=

why I like him?

~ cute

~ good at singing

~ good at dancing

~ he acts cute

~ nice

I wonder if I'm going to be able to meet him too?...

in person... or talk to him like a friend  :)))

(I keep on dreaming if I could meet them xPPP )

I have lots of favorites and I might post more later!~

~ Amu Himeka

Love Sucks....

LOVE STINKS!!!

If I never would have met you then I wouldn't have this feeling....

everything is too complicated (especially LOVE)

I try to hide these feelings but they're too much to

This was written idk...

June 6, 2010

didn't finish it..

it was on my drafts...

Birthdays

Lots of Birthdays.... O_O ....

My friend's birthdays are coming up  x))))

.....wait....but.. I can't make a video for them  >_<

(because of summer school  =.= .... no... I'm not in trouble..)

I could make a little gift though  x3333

I just hope they would like it  :)

here's one for Momo-chan:

is it good enough?....

I mean I tried my best  >~<

(I did it for 20-30 minutes  xDDD  I had to hurry up because my parents doesn't want me to stay on the computer for a long time.... if I have school or summer school... )

I just hope she would like it!~

and good luck Berry-chan on making the video  xPPPP

ohhh well.... I just want to rest  =_____=

from school..........

I want to enjoy my vacation (editing)  xDDDDD

that's all for now.... I guess.....

I can't think of anything to post  DDDX

Recent Favorites:

Song ~ Love Like This - SS501

Anime ~ Toradora

- Amu Himeka

Long Time

OMG... its been a long time...

sorry I haven't been posting and replying to you guys....

I've wanted to live, enjoy, and experience the fun of the life that I have

....I learned lots of stuffs.....

and I'm going to miss this school year  DDX

I had too much fun this year

I can't believe it   O_O

next year I'm going to be a 7th grader  >_<

7 periods/classes....

nyuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~

*sniff sniff*.... but maybe I'll meet new people and new adventures~ ^^ ~

new challenges eh.....

but... summer school  O~O

I don't want to go  DDDDDDDDX .... BUT I HAVE TO...

.....because my parents wants me too..... and maybe I'll see my old friends!~

I just hope there won't be a lot of problems next school year  xDDD

I'll try to keep in touch with you guys!!~~

I will never forget you guys and the memorable stuffs we had.

- Amu Himeka

Love (?)

Love is Hard.....

It is hard especially if they don't know you or they don't feel the same way as you do...

Its too complicated that you want to give up and forget it, but you can't..

There are lots of stuffs that might to stop you from loving that person....

but in your heart, its always him and you can't concentrate or forget him...

Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you wish that you never even noticed him...

I have been keeping these feelings for 6 or 7 months...

and I'm not sure whether to give up or not.....

My life is different from a normal person...

My parents are too strict....

and I don't know what to do.

I can help my friends with their love problems.... but I could never help myself...

I'm too afraid to even go and read myself...(that's what my friend said)...

and maybe it is a fact that I'm too scared....

I try to be strong but I couldn't....

I try to do new stuffs but I can't do some of them...

(since my parents doesn't even let me do them)

How can I?..... be strong?.....

Should I just forget about him ?.......

What should I do?.....

What's good for me?......

...It's too tough for you... but in your heart you don't want to give up.... you don't know what to do...

Every single answer lies in your heart..

.. but maybe you know the answer but something or someone is trying to block you..

Just Believe In Yourself and Pray.... Maybe Someday Your Problem Might Be Solved..

- Amu Himeka

Weird....

Weird Feelings......

Something weird is happening.....

I mean almost all of my friends at school changed....

......  >~<''''  .....

I feel weird now......

maybe I should just move on and reach my goals, and don't even care about this little weird changes happening......................

this is sooooooo weird right now posting this...................................

ack!!!..... >_<''''' ......

maybe it "is" a good idea to just move on.....

......Weird Changes..... Weird Happenings.....

 

- Amu Himeka

Utau Hoshina ほしな歌唄

Utau Hoshina / Tsukiyomi

She has been my favorite when she became a good girl~ ^^ ~

I loved her singing voice.... how she acted like she doesn't care but inside herself she actually does care. At first I thought she would be paired up to a popular guy or something...

However something happened~

Utau and Kukai seemed like a couple~ >////< ~

I sooooo love them, they fit together perfectly!!!

well they're my #1 favorite couple *smirks*  ( xDD )

(sorry Yaya x Kukai fans..) well I like Amu and Ikuto together too~

but they're in #2....

when Kukai kissed her I fainted!!!

they're sooo cute together~ ^^ ~

I wonder if they do "it" again ....  xPPPPP

Utau x Kukai for the world!! <3

 - Amu Himeka 

First Awards!

OwO my very very first awards here~ ^^ ~

A Beautiful Blogger Award

From: DD-Chan and Ayu-chan ~

Rules:

- Thank the person who gave you this award

- Share 7 things about yourself

- Pass the award along to 15 bloggers who you have recently discovered and who you think are fantastic!

- Contact the bloggers you've picked and let them know about the award

7 things about me:

~ I love editing photos, videos, and etc...

~ I admire people who are awesome and that has a wonderful heart

~ I've been a dreamer since I was little.... I was just admiring the people who are above me.... and then I'm trying my best to become one of them, however I would like it more if people enjoy my works...

~ I don't care about fame... I care about the people's enjoyment and feelings

~ I love people who are nice, sweet, and kind people~

~ I don't hate copycaters but I dislike them.... they just waste their time on copying someone's work instead of making your own shine

~ I've been adicted listening to Alice In Wonderland's soundtrack  XDDDD  I don't know why but I just felt like listening to it every single time....

I'm passing this award to.....

- DD-chan ~ her poems are really good and her bloggies is very pretty!!~~  OwO

- ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ~ her stories are very good (even though its in Tagalog) and most of all I love her layout!!  X333333 )

- |✖| Asahi |✖| ~ her stories are very creative I love them  :3

- Tsuki  (Tsuki-chan~)  ~ her bloggies is very funny and cute~ (lotsa bishes though  XDDD )

Also "As Sweet as Candy Award"

From: DD-chan!!~~  (thankies vewy muchies~  =w=  )

The Rules:

- Write about your favorite candy

- Pass this to at least 3 persons and at the most 20

- Let them know they've got the award by writing it in a comment on their blog

My favorite candy is....

~ Puccho (its very cute and its very delicious!! )

~ Pocky (X333 I know its not really considered as a candy but but.... if its kinda considered as a candy then its my favorite candy too~)

(sorry I have two of them  DX )

I'm passing this award too.....

- DD-chan  ~ she's very sweet even though we just met  :3

- Tsuki (Tsuki-chii~)  ~ she's kind, cute, and sweet  X333  she's been my bestie since.... 6 or is it more than 6 months?   XDDD

- Asahi (sorry I couldn't copy her username  DX ) ~ she's sweet, however sadness came to her..... I wish she's back to normal again and smiles like she used to before....

- Ayu (sorry I this computer wouldn't let me copy your username...) ~ she's very nice!!  a positive thinker, smart, and kind~ ^^ ~

Thank You Very Much For The Awards!!  :3

Kimi Ni Todoke NDS Game

O///////////////////////////////O

OMG!!!!

Me wants to buy this game~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

but but.........................

I don't know how to speak in Japanese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDX

How am I going to be a manga-ka this way    O~O

*sigh* I just wish I "could" learn Japanese very fast!!!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDD

and I need training too.... on coloring the drawings  3X

if I could just speak Japanese very easy I would really buy this game!~

tsk....  *smirk*  = O ^ O =

ohhh!!! am I a fast learner?~     = w =

- Amu Himeka

Yearbook Page Contest

Yearbook Contest......

When I colored and tried to finish my drawing I was sick at that time......

I really tried hard..... the next day I tried to submit my drawing but I felt sick....

I had to go home at that day.... I thought how am I going to submit it?.....

well luckily my parents helped me so my sister had to run and give it on time....

I thought what if I lost..... what about my hard work..... 

I didn't think of winning the gift card or anything I just thought about my love about drawing...

 (the picture on the top isn't what I submitted for the yearbook page contest  ^^""" )

well lets just hope they loved and appreciated my drawing like I did.................  ~ ^^ ~

- Amu Himeka