Love (?)

Love is Hard.....

It is hard especially if they don't know you or they don't feel the same way as you do...

Its too complicated that you want to give up and forget it, but you can't..

There are lots of stuffs that might to stop you from loving that person....

but in your heart, its always him and you can't concentrate or forget him...

Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you wish that you never even noticed him...

I have been keeping these feelings for 6 or 7 months...

and I'm not sure whether to give up or not.....

My life is different from a normal person...

My parents are too strict....

and I don't know what to do.

I can help my friends with their love problems.... but I could never help myself...

I'm too afraid to even go and read myself...(that's what my friend said)...

and maybe it is a fact that I'm too scared....

I try to be strong but I couldn't....

I try to do new stuffs but I can't do some of them...

(since my parents doesn't even let me do them)

How can I?..... be strong?.....

Should I just forget about him ?.......

What should I do?.....

What's good for me?......

...It's too tough for you... but in your heart you don't want to give up.... you don't know what to do...

Every single answer lies in your heart..

.. but maybe you know the answer but something or someone is trying to block you..

Just Believe In Yourself and Pray.... Maybe Someday Your Problem Might Be Solved..

- Amu Himeka