Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Teased

Why do I get teased a lot?
Sometimes I get teased a lot O.O"
I HATE IT
I mean I try to ignore them but inside my heart is burning..
I might get a heart attack -dies-
anyways..
most of the things I get teased about is this guy at school =_=
They think I like him but REALLY I DO NOT LIKE HIM!! -shot-
I don't know why they think were going out but there's something wrong with them
-glares- Going out with someone is a hard choice you know
(for me D'8 )
especially if your family --------------------- (not typing it down)
and if your parents are ----------------------
they'll make rumors!!
I don't like it when they do that..
Sheesh Oh well I guess that's life for me DX
Make a good choice, ignore them, just continue on your goals and dreams.
~ Amu Himeka

Friday, September 24, 2010

Experiences


Almost All My Friends Has Experiences
Almost all of them has experiences of being in love with someone and they're going out =_="
I mean some people just want to try it without even realizing how it would damage their life..
Some though, chose it with the guy they love
Isn't it hard to hide it away from your parents when they don't want you to have one?.
Isn't it also hard to be not attached with them, seeing them with some other girl, or when they don't want you anymore?..
As my friend said (which is true), "Love is a BIG word."
Love is a hard word to use when it comes to having a relationship..
Most, regret of going with someone they don't even like or it made their life worse.
There's this guy I've been interested in ever since last year though I don't know how to approach him.. I have never in my life talked to him.
I tried but many times have I failed..
I see him a lot, though I have this feeling of wanting to talk to him but I really cannot..
How am I going to able to talk to him just.. once..
Maybe its because I have a scared feeling of being found out by my parents with him..
Or is it if he asks me out?.. Should I say Yes or No?..
If I say yes he might break up with me which is one of the bad feelings I have..
What should I do?..
I tried many times to Listen to my Heart however it never worked out..
Love Is One Of The Challenging Quest Some Will Face
- Amu Himeka