Thursday, February 18, 2010

Amuto

What's the difference between like and love?
Amuto Rocks!!!!!!!!!!
I love them together  >//////<
I mean Amu falls in love with Ikuto however she still doesn't understand how she really feels...
Amu likes Tadase, Amu feels something more and weird with Ikuto~
even though they don't know that they were going to fall in love with each other, that weird feeling made their friendship even stronger
Ikuto may be a pervert but he's really a kind and sweet guy inside~ ^^ ~
Amu doesn't show her real self because it makes her too embarrassed for anyone to even know.... and she's been keeping it until the guardians showed up~
I just want them to be together FOREVER !~
>/////////////////////////////<
they really match, when they're together its very cute to watch them~ ^^ ~
If you love me then love me back but if you don't
give me my heart back~ ^^ ~

- Amu Himeka

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Figure Skating

Figure..... Figure Skating
I love Figure Skating (but I only watch it  ^^"""" )
I want to try it....... but I need to loose weight (of course)
I also need balance and stuff (I might need to go to a ballet school  O_O;;; )
well I was inspired when I saw Mirai Nagasu's free skating performance
she was graceful on the ice.... even though she's young, she's at the senior's level on skating...
I really want to figure skate now!!!!!!
ohhh..... I have soo many goals that I want to reach but some of them are personal....
well on Sunday February 14, 2010 I was watching the Winter Olympics 2010 at Vancouver
I was really happy until when my dad asked me do you want to figure skate?
I was too embarrassed about that question, my dad KNEW that I wanted to figure skate....
my dad told me (of course) to loose weight first and maybe he'll enroll me to a figure skating school.... I guess my dreams are going to be fullfiled  ^^
well I just hope it is going to happen
well, viva figure skating!!!
Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes....
 

- Amu Himeka

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Solitude


Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone. Sing, and the the hills answer; Sigh it is lost in the air.
My loneliness is my pain and weakness....
No one cares... Everything from hapiness is changing into sadness...
No one knows the real me .....
I'm hurt...
No one cares....
No one loves me..
It hurts me more....
My pain is growing.....
In the solitude of prayer... deep.....
Lost in the moments between weep and sleep....


Thursday, January 21, 2010

Envy


Being Envy is being Jealous....
I'm just a normal girl. Then one day I was on this website, I saw this girl's profile and then I looked at her edited anime photos, after that I was amazed and I saw her badge to this website. That's when my life changed.
I was an unexperienced amature who joined that website, to edit anime pics, make new friends.
Lots of stuffs happened after that then on my birthday something bad happened on this very important day. After the events that happened I never went back to that website....
I became a normal girl again with normal life. However on summer that year I remembered about that website. I decided to come back and see what happened....
Lots of stuffs changed. Some of my friends weren't there anymore, and I regreted that very important day.......
My life changed once again. I became more involved and became more better than before...
I had new very nice friends, my life was so comfortable that I didn't want it to end.
I looked at YouTube and saw this AMVs / MEPs they were awesome!!!!!
I tried to make some too.... but I was too busy that I totally forgot about that website....
Lots of memories happened but it seem that I went back, however the website is demolished.
I was sad that I couldn't talk to my important friends....
My brother was Facebook I had an idea that maybe I can find them on Facebook and I did.
After that I started making AMVs / MEPs.
I looked back at my memories and my dream of becoming a mangaka.
Drawing. I need to improve drawing!!!!!!!.
I went back to drawing then I noticed that one of my friends at school is interested at drawings.
Her drawings are good however she needs some improvement.
I kinda wanted to help her but I also wanted to share some drawings with someone who likes sketches. I showed it to her, the drawing wasn't that good though.....
One day I emailed her she emailed back something about Piano stuffs... I replied she said Why do you think I envy you?.
I was shock, I mean why would someone envy me?
Everyone has a gift which is what we have. Were all different so be happy and be yourself.


Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Hidden Place Where Memories Hide


My past which made my life mysterious.....
Past hides somewhere were you can't see.
Memories are past, which are the past that you remind the most.
It can be sad, happy, lonely, and bad.
Your emotions are the strong will that makes you remind of that memory.
Memories will make you remember of the past, the important past that you'll never forget.


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Bored

No one is here to talk to me....
I feel lonely and left alone.... none of my friends are online, no one is here to talk to...
I'm bored I don't know what to do....
I wish I just have an eternal happy life. Life is hard. Now I'm thinking about my memories, my past, which is making me have emotions.
I don't know what to do anymore I just hope for eternal happy life.