Love Sucks....

LOVE STINKS!!!

If I never would have met you then I wouldn't have this feeling....

everything is too complicated (especially LOVE)

I try to hide these feelings but they're too much to

This was written idk...

June 6, 2010

didn't finish it..

it was on my drafts...

Birthdays

Lots of Birthdays.... O_O ....

My friend's birthdays are coming up  x))))

.....wait....but.. I can't make a video for them  >_<

(because of summer school  =.= .... no... I'm not in trouble..)

I could make a little gift though  x3333

I just hope they would like it  :)

here's one for Momo-chan:

is it good enough?....

I mean I tried my best  >~<

(I did it for 20-30 minutes  xDDD  I had to hurry up because my parents doesn't want me to stay on the computer for a long time.... if I have school or summer school... )

I just hope she would like it!~

and good luck Berry-chan on making the video  xPPPP

ohhh well.... I just want to rest  =_____=

from school..........

I want to enjoy my vacation (editing)  xDDDDD

that's all for now.... I guess.....

I can't think of anything to post  DDDX

Recent Favorites:

Song ~ Love Like This - SS501

Anime ~ Toradora

- Amu Himeka

Long Time

OMG... its been a long time...

sorry I haven't been posting and replying to you guys....

I've wanted to live, enjoy, and experience the fun of the life that I have

....I learned lots of stuffs.....

and I'm going to miss this school year  DDX

I had too much fun this year

I can't believe it   O_O

next year I'm going to be a 7th grader  >_<

7 periods/classes....

nyuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~~~~

*sniff sniff*.... but maybe I'll meet new people and new adventures~ ^^ ~

new challenges eh.....

but... summer school  O~O

I don't want to go  DDDDDDDDX .... BUT I HAVE TO...

.....because my parents wants me too..... and maybe I'll see my old friends!~

I just hope there won't be a lot of problems next school year  xDDD

I'll try to keep in touch with you guys!!~~

I will never forget you guys and the memorable stuffs we had.

- Amu Himeka

Love (?)

Love is Hard.....

It is hard especially if they don't know you or they don't feel the same way as you do...

Its too complicated that you want to give up and forget it, but you can't..

There are lots of stuffs that might to stop you from loving that person....

but in your heart, its always him and you can't concentrate or forget him...

Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you wish that you never even noticed him...

I have been keeping these feelings for 6 or 7 months...

and I'm not sure whether to give up or not.....

My life is different from a normal person...

My parents are too strict....

and I don't know what to do.

I can help my friends with their love problems.... but I could never help myself...

I'm too afraid to even go and read myself...(that's what my friend said)...

and maybe it is a fact that I'm too scared....

I try to be strong but I couldn't....

I try to do new stuffs but I can't do some of them...

(since my parents doesn't even let me do them)

How can I?..... be strong?.....

Should I just forget about him ?.......

What should I do?.....

What's good for me?......

...It's too tough for you... but in your heart you don't want to give up.... you don't know what to do...

Every single answer lies in your heart..

.. but maybe you know the answer but something or someone is trying to block you..

Just Believe In Yourself and Pray.... Maybe Someday Your Problem Might Be Solved..

- Amu Himeka

Weird....

Weird Feelings......

Something weird is happening.....

I mean almost all of my friends at school changed....

......  >~<''''  .....

I feel weird now......

maybe I should just move on and reach my goals, and don't even care about this little weird changes happening......................

this is sooooooo weird right now posting this...................................

ack!!!..... >_<''''' ......

maybe it "is" a good idea to just move on.....

......Weird Changes..... Weird Happenings.....

 

- Amu Himeka

Utau Hoshina ほしな歌唄

Utau Hoshina / Tsukiyomi

She has been my favorite when she became a good girl~ ^^ ~

I loved her singing voice.... how she acted like she doesn't care but inside herself she actually does care. At first I thought she would be paired up to a popular guy or something...

However something happened~

Utau and Kukai seemed like a couple~ >////< ~

I sooooo love them, they fit together perfectly!!!

well they're my #1 favorite couple *smirks*  ( xDD )

(sorry Yaya x Kukai fans..) well I like Amu and Ikuto together too~

but they're in #2....

when Kukai kissed her I fainted!!!

they're sooo cute together~ ^^ ~

I wonder if they do "it" again ....  xPPPPP

Utau x Kukai for the world!! <3

 - Amu Himeka