Love (?)

Love is Hard.....

It is hard especially if they don't know you or they don't feel the same way as you do...

Its too complicated that you want to give up and forget it, but you can't..

There are lots of stuffs that might to stop you from loving that person....

but in your heart, its always him and you can't concentrate or forget him...

Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you wish that you never even noticed him...

I have been keeping these feelings for 6 or 7 months...

and I'm not sure whether to give up or not.....

My life is different from a normal person...

My parents are too strict....

and I don't know what to do.

I can help my friends with their love problems.... but I could never help myself...

I'm too afraid to even go and read myself...(that's what my friend said)...

and maybe it is a fact that I'm too scared....

I try to be strong but I couldn't....

I try to do new stuffs but I can't do some of them...

(since my parents doesn't even let me do them)

How can I?..... be strong?.....

Should I just forget about him ?.......

What should I do?.....

What's good for me?......

...It's too tough for you... but in your heart you don't want to give up.... you don't know what to do...

Every single answer lies in your heart..

.. but maybe you know the answer but something or someone is trying to block you..

Just Believe In Yourself and Pray.... Maybe Someday Your Problem Might Be Solved..

- Amu Himeka

Weird....

Weird Feelings......

Something weird is happening.....

I mean almost all of my friends at school changed....

......  >~<''''  .....

I feel weird now......

maybe I should just move on and reach my goals, and don't even care about this little weird changes happening......................

this is sooooooo weird right now posting this...................................

ack!!!..... >_<''''' ......

maybe it "is" a good idea to just move on.....

......Weird Changes..... Weird Happenings.....

 

- Amu Himeka

Utau Hoshina ほしな歌唄

Utau Hoshina / Tsukiyomi

She has been my favorite when she became a good girl~ ^^ ~

I loved her singing voice.... how she acted like she doesn't care but inside herself she actually does care. At first I thought she would be paired up to a popular guy or something...

However something happened~

Utau and Kukai seemed like a couple~ >////< ~

I sooooo love them, they fit together perfectly!!!

well they're my #1 favorite couple *smirks*  ( xDD )

(sorry Yaya x Kukai fans..) well I like Amu and Ikuto together too~

but they're in #2....

when Kukai kissed her I fainted!!!

they're sooo cute together~ ^^ ~

I wonder if they do "it" again ....  xPPPPP

Utau x Kukai for the world!! <3

 - Amu Himeka 

First Awards!

OwO my very very first awards here~ ^^ ~

A Beautiful Blogger Award

From: DD-Chan and Ayu-chan ~

Rules:

- Thank the person who gave you this award

- Share 7 things about yourself

- Pass the award along to 15 bloggers who you have recently discovered and who you think are fantastic!

- Contact the bloggers you've picked and let them know about the award

7 things about me:

~ I love editing photos, videos, and etc...

~ I admire people who are awesome and that has a wonderful heart

~ I've been a dreamer since I was little.... I was just admiring the people who are above me.... and then I'm trying my best to become one of them, however I would like it more if people enjoy my works...

~ I don't care about fame... I care about the people's enjoyment and feelings

~ I love people who are nice, sweet, and kind people~

~ I don't hate copycaters but I dislike them.... they just waste their time on copying someone's work instead of making your own shine

~ I've been adicted listening to Alice In Wonderland's soundtrack  XDDDD  I don't know why but I just felt like listening to it every single time....

I'm passing this award to.....

- DD-chan ~ her poems are really good and her bloggies is very pretty!!~~  OwO

- ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ayu ♫ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♫ ~ her stories are very good (even though its in Tagalog) and most of all I love her layout!!  X333333 )

- |✖| Asahi |✖| ~ her stories are very creative I love them  :3

- Tsuki  (Tsuki-chan~)  ~ her bloggies is very funny and cute~ (lotsa bishes though  XDDD )

Also "As Sweet as Candy Award"

From: DD-chan!!~~  (thankies vewy muchies~  =w=  )

The Rules:

- Write about your favorite candy

- Pass this to at least 3 persons and at the most 20

- Let them know they've got the award by writing it in a comment on their blog

My favorite candy is....

~ Puccho (its very cute and its very delicious!! )

~ Pocky (X333 I know its not really considered as a candy but but.... if its kinda considered as a candy then its my favorite candy too~)

(sorry I have two of them  DX )

I'm passing this award too.....

- DD-chan  ~ she's very sweet even though we just met  :3

- Tsuki (Tsuki-chii~)  ~ she's kind, cute, and sweet  X333  she's been my bestie since.... 6 or is it more than 6 months?   XDDD

- Asahi (sorry I couldn't copy her username  DX ) ~ she's sweet, however sadness came to her..... I wish she's back to normal again and smiles like she used to before....

- Ayu (sorry I this computer wouldn't let me copy your username...) ~ she's very nice!!  a positive thinker, smart, and kind~ ^^ ~

Thank You Very Much For The Awards!!  :3

Kimi Ni Todoke NDS Game

O///////////////////////////////O

OMG!!!!

Me wants to buy this game~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

but but.........................

I don't know how to speak in Japanese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDX

How am I going to be a manga-ka this way    O~O

*sigh* I just wish I "could" learn Japanese very fast!!!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDD

and I need training too.... on coloring the drawings  3X

if I could just speak Japanese very easy I would really buy this game!~

tsk....  *smirk*  = O ^ O =

ohhh!!! am I a fast learner?~     = w =

- Amu Himeka

Yearbook Page Contest

Yearbook Contest......

When I colored and tried to finish my drawing I was sick at that time......

I really tried hard..... the next day I tried to submit my drawing but I felt sick....

I had to go home at that day.... I thought how am I going to submit it?.....

well luckily my parents helped me so my sister had to run and give it on time....

I thought what if I lost..... what about my hard work..... 

I didn't think of winning the gift card or anything I just thought about my love about drawing...

 (the picture on the top isn't what I submitted for the yearbook page contest  ^^""" )

well lets just hope they loved and appreciated my drawing like I did.................  ~ ^^ ~

- Amu Himeka